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2009-06-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

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2009-06-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday stayed at home the whole day. Went to see doctor. My temperature was 39.1 degree. Took MC and went home. I've got 5 types of medicine. I think after this i will have phobia of taking tablets. Volleyball tmr. See if my fever is gone annot. And my report book. I want to see how badly i've done for this mid-year. I want to get my phone blinged. Going to get the materials soon.

2009-05-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

Just finished Boys Over Flowers korea version. The ending so sweet larhs. Never go for Volleyball 2day. Mr Woo is going to kill me liao. I say i will go so many times in the end never go. Okay. I holiday will go, provided i can wake up. I wanna go out. I want to go Orchard, Bugis and lots of places. I wanna Ton the night. Monday take back report book. Mom is going with me. Miss Latha wanna see her. After 3 days of camp i finally know what is home. I complained during the camp. Lots of complains from me. Like so many insects, the food not nice one, the toilet so digusting, why the P5 pupils sleep in small houses and we sleep in tent, there are so many muddy areas there, complaining that i am hungry ,tired and sleepy. I just keep on complaining. Actually when i think of it now, It's a fun experience. You can only experience it once or twice in a lifetime so i DID NOT regret going to camp.

Let me REWIND.

First Day.

When we reach there, I was holding so tight to Fion cause there are so many Insects and muddy area. Lines of ants on the sand. We walked in, sat at a campfire area. I saw the biggest ant in my whole life. Me and Fion screamed until we lost our voice. We looked around, Spiders, Ants, Grasshopper and Mosqutio came to welcome us. Borrowed Insect repellent and spary as though it was FOC. Yong Jie decided to make fun of people. Keep on telling people that there's a spider or insect behind them. Ji Ho helped me kill the Ants & Spiders. The trainers told us our group. Fion was in group 12 and i was in group 11. My trainer name is je t'aime which means I Love You in french. She allowed us to call her Iloveyou if we forget her name. Group 12 trainer is Jay. But he's taking another camp so Jet'aime took over. The Chief went through rules with us. He said "School rules still applies. So tuck in your shirt for those that are not tucked in." We were like huh? Need to tuck in?! Mr Woo went to explain to him and he say "Your school allow you to tuck out so everyone tuck out." We went to see our tent. I got a shock. I was thinking how am i going to sleep? It's a tent with 8 planks, one side 4 plank. My tent has 6 people. So everyone 1 plank. We put down our bags, borrowed insect repellent from Fion and sprayed around and inside the tent. Went kayaking. The lifejacket they wear is so Smelly. Went to the beach. Carried kayaks. So heavy! I was hoping to see people capsize but i did not see any. Lixin saw a snake and she screamed. Lots of people gathered around and looked at the tiny green snake. Went back to tent and changed into track pants. Went for blogging session. Only our school have this programme. Enjoyed Air-con and blogged. Lunch ate and have to wash our utensils ourself. Supper ate kaya bread and drank hot milo. went for Night Hike. Everyone was asking what was that. Trainers told us to surrender our torchlights. Brought us to the Chanllenge pole place. Grouped us in 10 and started walking into the jungle. Stepped on mud and my whole shoe went brown. The Hike journey was long. No lights. Totally no lights. At night went to tent. OMG. It's total darkness. Lay out sleeping bag. Ros sleep beside me. I was woken up by her 3 to 4 times cause she keep on squeezing to my side.

Second Day.
Chief say that we can only wake up at 6.30 am but Cynthia, Lixin, Angeline, Fion and me wanted to wake up at 6am. We KS so wake up so early. Actually wanted to wake up at 5am. We scared that the toilet will be flooded with people. The sky was dark. Prepared and went to MPH. Ate breakfast. Went for Chanllenge pole and Absailing. The Chanllenge pole was so scary. Very high sia. I think got 7 to 8 storeys. Only Bahadur managed to get hold of the pole. He was shouting " Falling falling! I am going to fall!" Lilong went up too. He keep shouting "Oh shit!" and look dowm below. Ros jumped but she did'nt use so much strength so she fell. Next was Milo pool! 2F wanted Miss Teo to Try the Milo pool. In the end, Miss Teo did! Prepared for Campfire presentation. Rock climbing was next. The trainer say everyone must try. Ai Tong Primary got one small sized boy climb to the top. Ate dinner. Campfire! Changed to camp tee. Camp fire started. Cheered and performed. Changed and went to sleep. So excited about going home.

Third Day
Everyone was talking about going home. Packed bag and bring it to MPH. Finally camp ended. Returned the Floorboards and strike down tents. So many ants and catapillar. Freaking digusting. Finally can go home. Alot of people say that they are not going to camp anymore or they are not going to camp at this place anymore. Reached school, Miss Latha gave out forms for PTC and went home.

2009-05-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

Just came back from camp.
Yesterday
Woke up at 6am. Assembled at the MPH and went for breakfast. Went for Abseiling and the Chanllenge pole. I never play anything cause the weather very warm. Rock wall and chanllenge valley i also never play. Camp fire was nice. They want to stop the fire but the fire keep on coming up again. Had supper and went to sleep.
Today
Woke up and 5.30 am. Brought our bags to MPH and ate breakfast. Returned the floorboards and strike down the tents. Went back to school and returned home. I going to take a nap and watch Boys Over Flowers. I miss Hyun joong and Kim Bum:)

2009-05-27T16:22:00.003+08:00

Yay. Can use computer for blogging. I shall keep it short cause fion want to use the laptop also. Went for camp. Blablabla. I WANT TO GO HOME. Reach that time we were welcomed by LARGE ants and Spiders. So large larhs. Keep on screaming. Went to see our tent. So many ants! Used insect repellent to chase them away. Lunch food was okay. Have to wash our plates ourself. Went for kayaking. Never go cause i dun want. Lixin saw one small snake and she screamed. LOL. They all come back so wet and SMELLY. Just now dunno why suddenly miss home. I almost cried. After blogging i think is dinner time. I seriously miss home. I want to cry liao. I want to go home and watch Boys over Flowers! Miss it like siao. I dunno how am i going to sleep at night. So many ants and insects. P5 camp better larhs. Here the toilet sucks. We are like living in a jungle. Seriously in a jungle. NO water cooler. The water sucks. Hope i get sick and go home. Bye:(

2009-05-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Simeon!
CAMP TOMORROW!
I dun want to go leahs. No choice-.- Have to bring so many things there. My bag is so full. Today had police talk-.- Forver talks one larhs. That officer like last year come to our school b4 one leahs. The one that scolded us for being noisy. Spring cleaning. Only two people bring cloth. LOL. Need to return to school during the holidays for Project Work. Volleyball die sia. I saw the timetable i wanna faint already. Shall skip some:) Andandand YUYING SECONDARY IS A SCHOOL THAT SUCKS. Just one more time. One LAST offence and i can transfer out of this school liao. Last time tio caught for cigarette. Now maybe i SKIP lesson. I think that will work. Dunno. Try ba. If i suceed i can transfer out of that FUCKING SCHOOL. Bye to the people inside. That will be so freaking good. Everyday in Yuying secondary IS A TORTURE TO ME. I'm sick of everything inside. Everything that happen in there just sucks. I'VE MADE A MOST STUPID AND THE WORST CHOICE IN MY WHOLE LIFE 2YEARS AGO. I REGRETTED making that choice and learnt a lesson. Never Judge A Book By Its Cover. I've judge a book by its cover and now i'm in this horrible state. Blame it on myself. I'm just too stupid. And ya. The friends in there sucks too. Scold me if you want. I DON'T FREKING GIVE A DAMN. I'm Stating a FACT. If you don't accept facts then that is too bad for you. Okay. Camp tomorrow. Just finished epsoide 20 of Boys Over Flowers. After camp than shall continue. I will miss it.
Kim Hyun Joong and Kim Bum is MINE! XD.
Don't steal them from me:)

2009-05-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

Went to school. Miss Latha never come:) After recess actually have a talk from officers. I dunno what talk. Then they say traffic jam so will be late. Went to class. Chinese cher gave us comic book to read. Then went to the hall again. Talks on AYG. The torch will be starting from our school first. Then have to wear Green that day-.- After that talk the Nacrotics officer came. Talked about Drugs. The caning so freaking digusting larhs. English went to library to watch Ice Age 2. After school went to look for Mr Teo to discuss about the Project Work thing. Have to bring the report and everything to school tmr. Pon Volleyball cause i never bring anything for Volleyball. Went home jitao on computer and chiong Boys Over Flowers. Bahadur send me Boys Over Flowers pictures. Thanks Bahadur:) Now downloading pictures. Loading espoide 16. Freaking slow can. Like tortise lidat-.- I haven pack things for camp. Sian larhs. I dun want to go camp! Hope tomorrow kena fever then no nid to go liao:) Okay. School tmr. I shall continue watching my Boys Over Flowers. Bye.

2009-05-24T22:13:00.004+08:00

Boys Over Flowers Rock! I love the Japan and Korean version. It's a must watch. So nice sia. Now i find the Korean version nicer. LOL. Maybe when i finish the Korean version i go back and watch the Japan one. There's school tmr. Sian. Wednesday got camp-.- CAMP TOTALLY SUCKS! Woke up around 9am today. Chiong Boys Over Flowers the whole day. Now still loading epsiode 11. Going to off computer soon. Bye.

2009-05-23T18:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday slept at 2am. Lol. Was chionging Boys Over Flower (Korean version). I like the Japanese version lorhs. The Japan version the house is more grand. XD. I watch how Xiaxue got her tatto and her tongue pierced. She pierce tongue like not pain one sia. I want also! Too bad cannot larhs. Thank lots to Mdm Armit larhs. Tell my parents that i got lip piercing then they will chase me out of the house if i get another piercing. So Mdm Armit, you are the worst BITCH that i have ever met. Thanks fucking lots to you. Woke up so early today larhs. Thanks to my brother. I watched Boys Over Flowers for two hours and took a nap. Mom came back around 12P.M. She went to hospital to look after grandma. Never go for Volleyball. Sooner or later i'm going to be kicked out. Then i shall join sheryl's CCA. Can slack:) I find my blog very boring. Nothing to blog about. Nvm. I shall go back to watch my show:) Bye.

2009-05-22T17:40:00.007+08:00

Got back my laptop. Whoots! Okay i shall update.

Today
Maths go through paper 1. I got 9/50 for that paper. Science lesson watched Mr Bean. So funny:) Recess something made me laugh until siao. I saw two people have botak head. One is Jian Yi another one is from 2B one. I dunno y so funny but i was laughing. The trend in my school now is botak. Haha. After recess went to library to watch Ice Age 2. Very nice. Project work i was doing reflection when Mdm Armit and Mr Danel stepped in. They say they conducting spot check. Tell us to place all our money on the table. Then Mr Danel check the boys bag. Mark PSP tio confiscated. Then Mr danel funny sia. Say got people bring 100,000 dollars to school. Haha. Other country money larhs. Went for Ice-Cream making course. So fun sia. I want to buy the machine larhs! After the course went home with Sheryl.

21st May
Got back results. Horrendous. I hate geography! No matter how hard i study, I just can't pass it. Damn it.
English: 28.5/50
Compo: 20/30
Newspaper writting: 18/30
Litreture:53/100
Maths:40/100
Geography:40.5/100
Science:42/100
Chinese paper:53/70
Chinese writting:39/70
Listening:10/20
D&T:62/100

My Maths,Geography and Science sucks. My Chinese is freaking low can. P.E play volleyball. Bahadur also know how to play. He play so cute sia. Looked for Mdm Armit to sign the book and went home.

20th May
Went to school. Almost late. Had thinktank programme until recess. Last lesson of thinktank:) So boring lorhs. Recess Mr Teo and Bahadur very bad sia. Bahadur say Jianyi got skin head then Mr teo say "Jian yi i know your hair very nice,your shirt also very nice." LOL. Had camp briefing. I DUN WANT TO GO CAMP! Science went to computer lab:) Used computer for awhile then went to class. Engilsh cher talktalktalk then let us have free time. Maths Miss Latha told us who failed Maths. I Failed. Sheryl failed too. She was crying so hard. No one beileved that she would fail.

2009-05-19T22:54:00.005+08:00

Today
Mom is not hm nw. She said that she will be home tomorrow morning cause she's in the hospital looking after my grandmother. I'm worried about my grandmother also. I shuld have gone to the hospital to see her jus nw. I'm praying that nothing is going to happen to her. Recieved a call early in the moring 6am from my aunt. She asked my mom which hospital to send my grandmother to. My aunt want SGH, mom wanted TTS. They choose changi in the end. I dunno why. Actually i think TTS is the best choice. SGH the emergency kana lan. Wait for 1hr for a bed. Wth. Ue cor that emergency place mehs. If people got heart attack then wait for 1hr i think tht person die liao lorhx.
Went to Shanette's house. I wanted to see how's my rainbow so i gave a very lame excuse to go and see her. She cannot recongise me sia. Lol. Went to her hse she help me straighten my hair. She applied three things before it is straight. The last cream she applied was the most useful one. She brought it in Australia so i can't get it in Singapore. THANKS RAINBOW! Changed bus and went to Pasir Ris park for BBQ. Silvia told me it was BBQ pit number 3. I was like omg. I have to walk freaking far man. I walked. Took me a long time to reach there. Then there was no one there. I called Yinleng and Silvia but no one answered. I peck chek then i WALKED back to Whitesand. I was hungry and tired. Waited for them very long sia. Then they came. Whoa. All Chao ta. Everyone kena sun burn. Then Harrison was waiting for his free mocha frm Macdonald that cost $5. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRISON! I kop the drink frm him. So nice sia. Next tym i want to buy. Ate dinner and went home. I want to play arcade but Yinleng keep on saying that there's school tmr-.- Bused home. Went to the basketball court for awhile then headed home.
I went to the place that we last met. I can't forget you. I really can't. It's going to be holidays soon and we'll meet. Let's hope that i don't see you ever after this holiday. Maybe i'm holding on and not letting go. It took me years liking you. Maybe it will take me years to forget you.

18th May
Had Maths paper two. Was rushing the paper like siao. Then presentation. Aft tht Yinleng and Silvia came my hse. I changed then we went Tampines. Brough tickets for 17 Again then went shopping at T1. The things there very expensive sia. Next time i will bring more money there. Ate lunch at Long John Silver. Watched 17 Again. Lol. Zac Efron poor thing sia. Tio slap so many times. Natasha walked me to the bustop and i bused home.

17th May
Stayed at hm and revised maths. Did all the difficult sums agn. Watched tv and prepared for tmr's presentation.

2009-05-16T14:09:00.004+08:00

I stole my laptop outXD. I was searching the whole house for it. Okay. I'll shall post what happened when i was MIA-ing. Read if you want.

29th April
Had geography common test.Liyang asked me for sticks. He took my book went outside class and see. So suay Miss Latha walk past. Then Miss Latha was like how come Liyang will read book. She wanted Liyang to hand over the book. She asked whose book then i own up. She ask freaking lot of question. I told her the Cigratte was not mine. Is another school friend one. Recess ended then she ask me to meet her. She asked if sasha smoke. I forgot tht the book was in russian. LOL. PE played badminton. Maths Miss Latha asked all those who smoke to own up. Liyang first one to stand up. Then she called my name so i stand lorhs.She called bahadur and sushan also. I dunno who sabo sia. Then she asked freaking lots of question sia. Keep on asking. Then she check bag. Found my box of stud-.- Bahadur CRIED. OMG. Maths ended then she ask us to go outside staff room to look for her after school. Science went to computer lab. I locked my blog cause they say maybe Miss Latha read my blog then know who smoke. After school went to look for her. Miss Latha talked about the consequences of smoking. Alot of crap. Then ask them to quit smoking and let them go this time. For me leahs. She say she cannot don't report cause when she walked into the staff room with that book alot of teachers asked about the book. Yaya. All crap. Went for science remedial. Yongjie so funny. Went for detension. I so guai^.^ Listen to music blahblahblah. Walked past DM room then Mdm armit called me in. She asked about the book and everything. Called my mom. Have to go home immediately. Then mom asked what happened. I am so freaking sick of retelling everything again. Mom and Dad quarrelled. I feel so bad. Then my handphone tio confiscated.

1st May
Labour Day. Wei qi's birthday. Mom don't let me go out with cousin_|_ Stayed at home and rotted. The whole house like haunted house lidat. So quiet.

2nd May
Stayed at home and do homework.

3rd May
Stayed at home and watch tv. Tio caned. WTF. They say i never say the truth then cane me. I'm 14 already. Still cane. Its useless on me.

4th May
Went to school. Liyang keep on saying going to be 10 already-.- At 10am someone at the door asking me to go down to DM room. My parents there. Talktalktalk. I talked back at Miss Latha. I told her i don't want to waste my time talking to her. Mdm Armit scolded me for tht. She gave me th CONTROL BOOK. WTF. Mdm Armit sibei guailan sia. Tell my parents i got lip piercing-.- English tht time fion's phone tio confiscated by Miaa Latha. Went for thinktank programme. Let Mdm Armit sign the control book then went home.

5th May
Miss Latha fierce sia. Scolded Ben chew for poning school. Science lesson. Mr goh teach us light. I dunno what he talking sia. Mdm armit signed the book. Went home and sleep.

6th May
I seriously dunno what i want in life. Everyday is just going to sch and returning to school. That is the cycle. Chinese cher gave back chinese test. I got 43/50. I tio shocked sia. Very long time never get so high marks liao.Geography teacher teach Map reading. Slept the whole lesson. Was late for school hall assembly. The performing arts performed. CO, Band, Guitar, Malay dance and Chinese dance performed. Got the book signed and went home. I have to go home straight after school everyday. Poor me.

7th May
Did maths submitive assignment. Miss Latha is forever giving us that. Music watched Camp Rock. Walking back to classroom tht time got people tio caning outside DM room. Litreture got back test. 12/15. Chinese supposed to go to library to do 3-minute talking but i went to classroom with sheryl for listening test. Maths lesson got back the submitive assignment that we did in the morning. I passed but i was not happy with the marks. I see so many people getting such high marks and i just feel that i did not do my best. Science teacher gave us lots of worksheet. One whole stack of science worksheet. Went home with ros and Hane(prounced as honey). Hane told me tht she got a little crush on jian yi b4. Lol. Went home late. Tio gan by mother.

8th May
English Idiom test. I last minute learn. Maths got back test. 17/20. I can't believe that i go so high marks cause i always fail my maths with horrendous marks. My D&T image board got 26/30:) Geography lesson cher gave us lollipop. It was the last lesson. The whole class greated him very loudly before he left. He's a good teacher. Project work Fion and Sasha not here so cannot present cause i don't have the slides. Sheryl entertained me with a story she wrote on fishy. Lol. Had tution. Maths is killing me.

9th May
Did my D&T thingy. Cut the can then put in the light bulb. Mom and dad helped me with it. It's pretty when its in the dark. Revised science. I don't understand a single thing in the notes cher gave. Going to flunk my science.

10th May
Stayed at home and study. Did notes for geography. 12.30 AM then sleep.

11th May
Revised Maths and Science. Watched TV. OMFG. Channel 8 have a wedding on live. The wedding dress is so pretty! I want. LOL.

12th May
Maths and Science exam. Sure fail. Everything anyhow do. Looked for mdm armit to sign my book. Got three guys in there doing reflection i think. Mdm Armit signing the book that time they say they every year also got that book then one week later lost already. LOL. Went home that time walk past a lift then liyang came out of the lift. LOL. Saw Xueying at bustop with her friends. Went home. Mom asked me if i want to wear contacts. LOL. Studied geog until 1 AM.

13th May
Geog sure flunk. All my efforts all gone to waste. I saw Angeline writting paragraphs and paragraphs of words. And me? I wrote one sentence for one question. Chinese was okay. Abit difficult. I did'nt know what happened to me i suddenly feel so lazy to write. I saw a dice oN Ben Ben's table. LOL. Fion told me that Joel did his paper. OMG. First time sia!

14th May
English die. All the questions so chim. Antonio,Bassanio,Lorenzo,Shylock,Portia and Jessica was involed for making me fail my Litreture. After school waited for Hane. Miss Teo wanted Hane and the Malay clique to talk things out. So unfair to hane larhs. She one person then they one clique. Bully. Then i was standing outside her class with yinleng and silvia. Hane classmate was talking on the phone and pointing towards our direction. I shouted at him "Eh you point what point." He jitao buay song then scold all the valgurities. I wanted to scold back then Yingleng keep on telling me not to scold back.

15th May
D&T. Got one question on the Machinery thing teacher never teach. 20 marks leahs! He say that one is common sense. I dunno how to do means i don't have common sense izzit? Supposed to do presentation. But sasha reinstall her microsoft and forgot to put the powerpoint slides in so change to monday. Yinleng they all wanted to go out. I want to go and watch movie but sheryl want to study-.- Then in the end never go. Stayed at home and rot.

2009-05-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

MIA for a long time. Freaking lots of things happened. Will post when i have my laptop back. I'm rotting at home. Exam everything sure flunk. I wanna go out! I'm praying hard hoping the H1N1 dun hit singapore cause its going to be holidays soon. I wanna go out! Anyone want go out cor me. I'm seriously rotting at home. Oh ya. I tio control book. WTF. No freedom. Nowadays so many guailan people. Including teachers. Sibei guailan. Monday last paper then aft tht go out liao. Thats all. Will update more. Good luck for exam. Bye.

2009-04-29T19:50:00.001+08:00

Talked to yh ytd. He sms me asking me to call him. Tok wif him. He say he in school smoke then tio caught. Lol. Maybe got public caning. Then say what he got one time spam a girl blog spam until the girl emo. He bad rite? Super bad. Then i suddenly ask him he play where. Lol. He told me kallang but is near Pasir Ris secondary. He dun want to tell me which gang. Lol. Blogging in sasha hse. Starting from here. (((Todae i did a veri bad tingy. no one noe except sasah n tracy. Lol -.- . if u wan to noe go ask one of them i bet they wont tell u HAHA!! IF THEY TELL U DEN I NOE THEY WILL SURELY DIE IN FRONT OF ME!! Todae lessons damn borning plus the class is so hot the om stil nvr put more fans so cb lorx ! i hate my class lorx last year better ! coz last tym teacher not so strict !!! sian tomoro lesson is more borning den todae hais=.= tat's all for todae!!!))) Frm the starting frm here until here is all type by Tracy. If she dun see she wil kill me. Haha. Today went sch almost late. During attire check Miss Latha check me for piercings. Lol. She found nth. Litreture was freaking bored. Chinese i forgot to bring textbk then nid to copy the chapter. After recess chase Yongjie out of the class. Haha. He got beaten by me agn. Geography went to geog rm. I was looking at Mr Tan then Bahadur pointed middle finger at me. I point back then he freaking cute larhx. He started praying to god. Haha. He joker larh. PG talked about LOCD(Love our community day). Last year collect newspaper this year half of the class wil do presentation another half wil go and collect newspaper. I want to collect newspaper. Its easier:-)

After sch went to sasha hse with tracy cause i ask her help me buy sticks. Buy liao then went hm. I slit myself with a compass. Lol. Cause penknife is not allowed in sch. Sian larhx. Tmr goin to smoke after sch. Stil got geography common test.
Bye.

2009-04-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school. I was late for sch today. Damn it. This is the first time i was late for sch ever since sec 1. So guai rite? XD Reach canteen and i saw not only the pink form. There was the yellow form also-.- The rule so unfair larhx. Late one time one hour detention. Late more than ten times two hour detension. Wtf. Last time is late 3 time 1 hour detension. Nvm. Rushed to class and started the english paper. I dunno how to do so i'm going to fail it. Break time sasha went back hm cause she dun have mother tongue. So goooooood! Then Kai wen pangseh me-.- Yongjie keep saying fish wil extinct. In class me and fion corner him and beat him. Haha. He deserve it lorhx. He keep say fion and joanne short. Lol. Chinese paper i dunno how to write the compo and the letter so fail. Ben and joel pro sia. The whole piece of paper blank. Rofl. D&T last minute cancel cause cher got meeting. Everything last minute cancel one lorhx. I changed the date for the stupid detension. I dun want to go detension larhx. Walao eh. I dun want to go. I shall skip all my detension:-) Went hm and i suddenly cried. I dunno why. Then i walk under the rain and got myself drenched. I just don't know why am i crying. I just can't get the answer. Today is my brother birthday. Mom kind of saw my stud and she asked what is that. I immediately pull the stud in and said that its nth. She said that if i dare to pierce she is goin to slap me. She dare she slap lorh. I run away frm home only what. Thts all. I'm tired.
Bye.
I miss him.

2009-04-27T10:36:00.000+08:00

Almost late for sch sia. Miss Latha was not in school 2day. Heng for me sia. I haven finish her maths. Chinese cher came back. She seemed very happy to be back. English cher revised newspaper writting with us. After sch went to xinmin with fion cause the maths programme last minute cancel. We were finding a place to sit and found none suitable so we stood outside the sch gate. Waited for people to release. Then fion saw her fren. Rachel sec 2 NA. I asked her if she know who is yh anot,she say yes. Suddenly me and fion feel so linked. Lol. Then i asked her 'he very bad boy rite' her answer was not so larhx, quite guai. Wth. He where got guai sia. Lol. Stood outside the gate for an hour plus. Tw and the fren came. Tw did nt even look at fion larhx. He so bad. Got her e-dic then went to fion hse. Used the com. Her mother so cute larhx. I doomsday 3 more years then she ask me cn wait for her passport to expire first annot if nt very waste. Lol. Cute rite. Went home. Tmr got chinese and english compo mid-year exam. Aiya. I'm nt going to revise for it. I've got the mind set fail jiu fail lorh. Y care so much. I dun want to care abt my studies anymore. Bye.

2009-04-26T14:51:00.008+08:00

We are all going to die! 2012 Doomsday is confirmed. There are still so many things i want to do leahs. I shall make my 16th birthday a big one cause i don't have the chance to have my 21st birthday. I dun wanna die larhs. I shall prepare a knife to kill myself cause i dun wanna be killed by disasters. Watch the video and you will know how are you going to die. So if you are planning your future don't bother to do so. Cause your future will stop on 21st december 2012. So plan till there.

Scary rite. I still want to go japan one leahs. I still want to wear wedding gown one leahs. I still want to see shooting star. I still want to see alot of things. I DUN WANT TO DIE SO EARLY. WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE ON 21st DECEMBER 2012. ITS OUR DOOMSDAY. SO LET'S MEET IN HEAVEN.

2009-04-26T11:50:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 11 am due to some noise pollution. Went online and edwin asked if i cn go out anot. With yuheng. Lol. I asked my cousin. She said homework is more important-.- So never go lorhx. Edwin dun want to go nobody went out. I was blog hopping when i saw my cousin blog. 2012 yeah. Both of them was talking about it so i decided to google it. Omg. I am so shocked by what i saw. I dun want to die so early larhx! I told shan and lots of people about it. Lol. Then i smsed yh if he was going to his school concert at the esplanade anot. He called so i anrwered it. Lol. He was not going and i told him abt the 2012 doomsday thingy. He said he would rather be freezed to death cause ue wil remain there for other creatures after humans to discover. And by that time you wil be in their museum ya. Haha. Then he went online and talk. Lol. He going to put tatto. I say after graduate then put larhx. Haha. By tht tym dunno dead or alive. That 2012 thing is killing me. Tyh wan sticks. Haha. Too bad tmr i got maths programme. Haha. Nites.

2009-04-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

Went for volleyball today. Paikia damn poor thing sia. She was with Jean they all at the Macdonald there. She run fastest so they ask her to chase for the bus. She fell down-.- This is the first time i heard people chase bus cn chase until fall down one. She was badly injured and she did not cry. She sat there and laugh. Yes laugh. Werid rite. My paikia is a werid person. Haha. Volleyball time we did spiking, recieving, serving and team formation. I like the team formation the best. After volleyball went to fion hse. Her mom prepared lunch for us. There's fried rice,mushroom soup and pizza. Eat until very full. Thanks auntie! After eating went to use com and one conversation poped out. Lol. Tohyuheng was bored at tht tym so he talked to me. No one jio him out cause all studying. Lol. He's a gangster nw. I dunno which gang but he is a gangster and that is a fact. Tsktsktsk ahbeng. Went home and something super bad happened. I forgot to bring my key and there's no one at home. So i went to my neighbour hse to wait for my mum to come home and open the door for me. Mum said that got alot of people say i pretty and ask her to keep an eye on me-.- If i pretty this world dun have buangster liao. My cousin want me pei her buy her skinnies for her upcoming concert. I want to go also. I'm going:) I told her to get a ticket for me sitting beside her. I dunno cn anot. I hope cn ba, if cannot i'm not going.
Bye.

2009-04-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

The sky is blue. The new comer is really tall. Tall than me by 1 head! Can you imagine it?! He's so tall! Taller than all the teacher. English got quiz. All the words so chim. I never learn so dunno how to do. Maths lesson got retest for the common test. Miss Latha wanted to help all those that failed. The graph that i drew was damn werid and i am not the only one that got the werid graph. Alot of people also have the werid graph. Science went to computer lab. Liyang pon science. Step into science room the first question cher asked was "where is liyang arh?" He then asked ros to count the number of people in class. Liyang was the only one that went MIA. Sasha have to bring her laptop everywhere she go. Haha. Geography lesson was boring. Although Mr Tan was the best teacher,i still can't pay attention in class. It was PW. I scared of presenting. Two groups presented and they got reprimanded. Mr dainel very straight forward. He say what he is not interested in what colour you use for your project or anything that is not related. Bad sia he. After school walked past 2A class room and saw yinleng. Her science cher was talking to her then after that she broke down. I went to ask her what happen she dun wan to tell me. I thought is her class people bully her. Anyone dare to bully yinleng you just watch out. Went to Hougang Mall to buy stud. After tht went to fion hse and slack. We cook noodles and eggs. Nono. i was the one cooking the noodles and she fry her own egg. Haha. Her egg almost chao ta. She dunno how to cook. Lol. 4P.M. lidat went home cause got tution. There's volleyball in school tmr. Yay! Finally in sch. It will be the last one then CCA will stand down. I hate exams larhs.
Exams Sucks!

2009-04-23T22:10:00.001+08:00

I'm failing my science. All the questions i dunno how to do. Litreture tht tym tracy helped me push the lip stud in. Pain sia. Super pain. I wanna pierce my left side. Haha. Recess paikia pangseh sia! Kill her larhx. Chinese free period agn. PE played badminton and volleyball. Maths Miss Latha bring us to the maths rm. That place is nice. Miss latha said that there will be a new comer in our class tmr. Fk sia. So many people in the class liao they still want to add. Bahadur they all was saying that scarly is a chio bu. Lol. Miss Latha heard and say its a guy. Haha. I was walking out of the maths rm then i saw this cute poster. There are 15 excuses nt to do your maths homework. I cn only remember 1. My cauculator is solar powered. Haha. Damn cute larhx. Science went to com lab:) Cher so bad larhx. He remove a cable or sth lidat and all our computer went blank-.- English period there was a blackout. Teacher thought that gao xu went to off the lights and fans. Lol. I stil remember last year when we got stucked in the digital art rm when there was a blackout. Haha. Cher want us to do reading tht lesson so i was reading my notes. Then i suddenly found out sth. Liyang was missing in class. He took his bag and went off with shengli to eat sweets. Lol.

After sch sent joy to front gate and walked to backgate with tracy to find liyang. Call him nvr answer so tracy went to ask shengli wheres liyang. He saw me then he ask "girl, ue pierce ur lips arhx"-.- Went to tracy hse. Asked her for help in maths. She went through question by question with me. I forgotten all my secondary stuffs. Oops. Thx tracy! She's a good friend. She got a pink laptop! Omg. I am so jealous. Super jealous. Theres presentation tmr. Shit! I hate presentations! Got to sms sasha to bring her laptop to sch for tmr incase she forget.
Nites!

2009-04-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

I had a long day. Omg. I am freakin tired. Litreture cher nvr come. Then followed by chinese cher not in singapore. Two free periods:) I passed my last week's common test. Omfg. I passed maths for the first time. Alot of people failed this test. Er. I dun find it difficult except for one question that majority doesn't know how to do. During recess the prefects wanted bahadur and liyang they all to go up to stage cause they late. They nvr late lorhx. They came back cursing the prefects. I HATE JEANNE. SHE THINK SHE GOT CHENG LEI AS BF VERY DAISAI ARH? SHE IS FREAKING ACT LORH. SHE THINK SHE PREFECT VERY BIG MEHS? English i did nt finish the comprehension. Haha. There's one question they asked why does the hornbill fly to another tree. My answer was 'How i know. Ask the hornbill yourself.' Geography sth happened and joel was very cute. Remus shouted keep quiet two times and the second time i shouted back "its the front people making noise lorh." Sibei guailan sia remus. Then ltr the class got noiser and cher stopped the lesson. He scolded us and said the 'F WORD'. Alot of people chuatio sia. Lol. When he chill that time he say he wil go detension for saying tht word. Lol. Joel wanted cher to go detension with him. Haha. Joel suddenly remembered that scolding vulgarites must get caned and cor parents. He went to tell that to cher. He cute larh he. Assembly was crap. Mr Fauzi say what he dun wish to keep us in the hall then he tok damn lot of crap that kept us in the hall. And i found out sth. Bahadur open mouth only then all the vulgarities come out. One sentence at least got 6 to 7 vulgarities.

After sch a girl came to ask sasha for her number. She say she want to make fren with her. Went to sasha hse and finished the powerpoint. Went to fion hse slacked awhile then go hm liao. Tmr got science common test and i'm going to fail it. Can't wait for tmr PE sia. I want to play volleyball!
Bye.

2009-04-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

CO people gd lorhx. They dun nid to attend lessons for today sia.Maths freaking difficult. Sian sia. The curve is driving me crazy! Science went to com lab. Whoots. Cn play com. XD. I found out that Mr Woo bday was tmr sia! Lol. After sch went for geography remedia. Did 4 questions and left sch with Xueying.

Went to her hse and let down my fringe. I was pissed causeg i dunno how to tie my hair. Lol. Went to fion hse there to meet her fren. Her friend very friendly. Headed to hougang mall cause Xueying want to eat ice-cream. Xueying fren say macdonald low class, gelare more high class. Lol. Went to the top level there, wait for xueying to finish her ice-cream then she and her fren went to timezone. I wait outside timezone. Then got some fking guailan people threw a sweet at me. Guailan rite? I think they frm st.gab or monfort. I cor xueying out but the fren want to play her game cause she wait for very long liao. Xueying ask me to keep an eye on the guys. They leave tht tym i cor xueying but her fren was playing her game. Lol. The guys took lift then i dunno where they went to. They heng hor. I wanted to ask them why they did tht. Sibei guailan sia. Went to gelare to eat ice-cream. Waited very long for a nice seat. Xueying another fren come and find her also. Then yuting was there also. Chit chatted. Got one fren of yuting damn hyper and cute sia. They cn laugh so loud until the people opposite us keep looking at us sia. Left hougang and went to rivervale area. Sat at the mac until 7pm and headed home.
Alexandra my gan paikia!

YYSS CO GOLD!
GOLD GOLD GOLD!!

2009-04-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

During maths lesson Miss Latha started teaching us the curve graph. Fcuk sia. I got all the points correct but dunno how to draw the curve with a long ruler. Lol. Nt me only. Alot of people use free hand to draw. Miss Latha say curve ruler very difficult to draw so she dun encourage us to use. Science was boring. I had totally no idea what the cher was toking abt. Recess sth happened. Ya, sth happened to reptile. Shall not say it out. Lol. Chinese had test and i was trying to remember how to write that 30 sets of words. When i saw the paper they only want us to choose not write-.- The chinese paper is damn easy larhx. Ohya. Chinese cher will nt be back after exams-.- Can't blame her. Its a very serious matter. English lesson take back common test paper. Scary sia. I c everyone expression like all fail lidat. They really did fail. I gave up hope on passing that paper. When i saw my mark i was like 'Huh? Did i get the correct paper anot?' Its 22/30. I can't believe that i passed:). And its the first time i passed my common test i think. I'm waiting for my maths common test paper. I have confident that i am passing my maths common test for the first time.

After sch went for the mathr thinktang programme. Super boring sia. Went for volleyball after that. So shiok. The best volleyball training ever. Really! Got air-con,music and free drinks frm Mr Woo. Shiok rite. Haha. Cause Chinese Orchestra practising on stage. They have SYF tmr. Thats y got air-con. Andandand i found out a very shocking truth. To me its shocking. My volleyball senior, alexandra was a paikia last time! She started playing since 11 yr old. So young sia. But she quit liaoz. Lol. When CO tio scolding tht tym volleyball was having so much fun larhx. We were laughing and they were getting scolded. They 8pm then cn go hm sia. Poor thing. They sure get gold for SYF one larhx. Sure one. I cn imagine De lao shi showing off the gold trophy. Lol. I'm having camp on 27 to 29 May. I hate camps larhx. Camp sucks. Everytime have to rush here rush there one lorhx. And all the packet food. Omg. Its a disaster larhx. I dun want to go camp!

JIAYOU FOR TMR'S SYF YYSS CO. The gold is waiting for you guys. You guys can do it! Yinleng and silvia. All the best!

2009-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

2009-04-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

End of week. Tmr is monday that means have to go to sch. Sian. Have to wake up so early-.- I did not do my maths. C liao sian. Dun feel like doing. Its like all the question in the paper i dunno how to do, then how am i goin to do it? I going to ask all the maths pros like yinleng, silvia,tracy and taowei to help me. I'm hopeless in maths. My brother saw my piercing and i lied to him it was a pimple. Haha! Screw exams. I want my holidays! Holidays faster come. I want to go out. I'm rotting at home.
Bye.

2009-04-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Did'nt post for the past few days cause i was lazy.

Ytd Miss Latha gave the whole class a very big stack of maths papers. It contained a few last year's exam paper from other sch. She gave us 1 week to finish it. I flipped through the paper and immediately i knew i am going to fail my mid year. That set of paper that Miss Latha gave was just set 1. There's still many sets.

Did not go for volleyball today cause my hand pain. Blame it on the badminton larhx. I forgot when is chinese exam. Shit. I haven learn the 30 words. I still have maths leah! Walao. I'm getting more and more stressed. Thx to all the homeworks larhx. And there wil be presentation on friday. Argh!!! Anyone wanna pon sch on friday? I want to pon. I haven revise for my exans yet. And exam is starting in 1 week's time. Omg. All these works are killing me! Screw sch. Don't study is the best. Nono. Study in primary sch is the best. I miss MBS larhx. I miss the old sch, i miss the joy and laughter i had, i miss making fun of the teacher's, i miss sneaking out of the class during chinese, i miss playing basketball early in the morning, i miss the HOD naggings everytime after recess, i miss playing stress and unos after exams, i miss slacking at the bubbletea shop and making a nusience out of ourself in bus after school, i miss the times we had together besties. I wished i could turn back the time to those fun days. But i could'nt. They will be memories and they are the memories that make us remember for the rest of our life. Primary sch life is always the best.

2009-04-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAHADUR!
HAPPY BLACK VALENTINE TO ALL!

You might be asking what is black valentine. Its being celeberated by singles in korea. Those who are single will gather around and eat 炸酱面.

D&T teacher kind of liked my work. He said this is what he expected from everyone^.^ I spent 3 days doing it kay! Geography that time VP and Miss Ek sat at the back of the classroom and monitered us. So scary. Cannot sleep-.- After sch went to Serangoon. Bahadur and Liyang want Sasha help them buy sweets marh then Sasha want me to follow so i follow lorhx. Buy liao Bahadur and Sushan go hm first. Sasha,Liyang and me go mac eat. He kip scan for chiobu sia. Lol. We talked about those guailan people in class. After that i went hm le. Tmr got photo taking! Shit sia! I dunno want to let down my fringe anot. If i dun let down i will look fuckin noob in the pic. Tmr Liyang finding someone daiji whor! Hope got show watch. Bye

2009-04-13T21:38:00.001+08:00

Just came back frm volleyball. Freaking tired. My setting and serving sucks to the core. It really sucks. No pain no game. That's what Mr Woo would say. Miss Latha is going to conduct a piercing check on the girls in 2D tmr. She told me only. Lol. After maths remedia had a long talk with Miss Latha. She talk about my studies and abt piercings. My terrible exam marks. I did'nt know that piercings cn damage the nerve system.

Chinese lesson keep on laughing sia. Zhou lao shi will nt be in sch for one week. Whoots. Everyone almost went mad knowing this good news. I'm not really happy about this although i did cheer loudly when i heard the news. Exams are round the corner and she took one week leave. Who is going to teach us chinese this whole week? No one. Half way through the lesson, Liyang suddenly call me. I did not talk to him for a very long time. He asked me if i got sweets anot. I say i dun have and he was like almost going mad. He is really needing sweets tht time. Too bad i quit liao. Andandand. Joanne wear HOT PINK inside. Walao. Freaking obvious larhx. She was forced to cause all white one washing. Lol. After sch Kaiwen took my shoe bag and did nt want to return me. He wanted me to name all those people that eat sweets. Of course i did nt name out. In the end he no choice then return me. VP and Miss ek is going to sit at the back of the class during geography tmr. Have to behave well. Thats what Mr Tan want us to do. I dun feel like going to sch tmr because of the VP. I dun like the VP. Totall dun like her.

No pain no game.
-Mr Woo

2009-04-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Never underestimate a problem or your abilhty to cope with it. Realise that the problem you are facing has been faced by millions of human beings. You have untapped potential for dealing with a problem if you take the problem and your own undeveloped, unchannelled powers seriously. Your reaction to the problem, as much as the problem itself will determine the outcome. I have seen people face the most catartropic problems with a positive mental attitude,turning their problems into creative experience. They turned their scars into stars.
-Robert H Schuller

I find this true. What ever that you are facing nw are faced by millions of people. Many people have faced the problem that you are facing now and they solved the problem. So think of solutions. For me, i am thinking how to explain to Miss Latha that i have nt finished her work. There's chinese compo test and have to file the english worksheet in tmr. I did nt do my english informal letter writtin, report and summary. I'm going to fail my english this time round. So many work nt done. There's 30 chinese words and phrases that i have to learn for the upcoming chinese exam. I'm kind of worried for my Mid-year exam. I'm worried that i might fail lots of subject and drop to NA.

Watched 'Devil wears prada' just nw. It's nice. All the branded clothes,bags and shoes. Fashion. I wonder who's the campus superstar champion. I forgot to watch just nw. There's sch tmr and i hate to go to sch. I'm sleeping early. So bye!

2009-04-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

I could nt wake up for volleyball. Expected. Its really to early for me to wake up on a saturday. I did the background for my DNT till this morning 1am. Pro rite? I took the whole of today just to paste and cut the damn pictures. In the end, i'm nt happy with what i did. I could have done so much better. I wasted one whole day doing that DNT thing and nothing else-.- Just quarrelled with my bro. I shall nt say out the reason. Its childish. I'll keep the post short. Bye.

2009-04-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Good Friday. Actually good friday mean nothing but holiday to me. No offence. My christian friends are talking about the colourful eggs that they are going to see since yesterday. My concept of good friday is stay at hm and watch tv.

I forgot that i got tution today. I suck at maths. So many maths question i dunno how to do. I'm going to fail my maths this time. Exams are round the corner. I have the feeling that i just finished a exam and there's another one coming. I just can't stop worrying abt homeworks. There are just so many projects and homework to do. And every teacher uses the same old sentence"Marks are included in the Mid-year exam." They just want us to do and hand in our work on time. I owe my english teacher so many work and i just dun have the time to complete everything. Nw i'm doing the background for my DNT. I wonder when i will be able to finish it. Happy easter and bye!

2009-04-09T22:39:00.007+08:00

I told a lie. I lied to Miss Latha that i was going to close my lip piercing. LOL. Guess what she reply. She replied "Good,keep up the good work." I could'nt believe what i heard. Chinese that time was funny. Teacher tell us to take out foolscape for 听写. We told her that we finished our foolscape paper. Haha. We keep on saying that we dun want 听写. Due to alot of people protesting that there should not be a 听写 today, cher did not give 听写. Xueying was kind of pissed. She learnt it and she want 听写. LOL. She and sheryl say that after school the ey look for cher to have 听写. Ran 2.4 for PE. So tiring. Haha. I dun have to take retest cause i passed:) English lesson tht time cher returned us our newspaper report that we did last week. Guess what. I got the highest in class!! I got 21/30. LOL.

After school went to look for Shanette at Mac. Was eating when Liyang, Bahadur and Sushan passed by. They looked at Shanette as though they saw a monster lidat. LOL. Went to Shanette's house with Fion. While walking there,i was keeping a look out for a house. Siew min's house lol. I saw one of her pictures with a condo background and i remembered that she told me once that she lived near there. I found her house manz. So nice lurhs. Got one very tall tree in her house. Reach Shanette house and took pictures. Went home at 6PM. I take bus to fion house. The bus we took very style sia. Is the nokia bus. I took it once. Tht tym dunno who tell me that tht bus will send songs through bluetooth so i try to on. It really did send songs to my phone. Fion was like omg really got send arhs? She immediately on her bluetooth also. LOL. Okay. I shall end here.

My Rainbow
I found you once agn
I'll never let what ever that happened last time happen again.
I promise.

2009-04-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

Miss Latha keep on aiming me for my piercings-.- I close liao lorhx. Then Bahadur worst. Say cannot tok to ahlian ltr cor gang beat him. Lol?! DO I EVEN LOOK LIKE A AHLIAN? I so GUAI larhx! Chinese teacher 2day abit siao. She gave us 30 words 2day want us go hm and learn tmr 听写. Unreasonable. I think Sheryl wil be the only one that wil learn and get full marks. Geography tht tym sth happened. Liyang and Dominc quarrel. Geog cher want us to choose people to get out of the class. Then tht person must choose another person to get out because one hand cannot clap. Tracy want Dominc out of the class cause he was talking. I saw him talking to Ben chew. I think Dominc want Ben Chew to go out with also? Then i think Liyang buay song then say him. Sth lidat. I nt sure coz i sitting infront. Waiting outside class tht time. Waiting outside class tht time Weiqi tel Liyang that she think Dominc scolding kaobei. Liyang jitao rush back to geog rm and look for Dominc. After tht i dunno what happen le. Weiqi, i noe ue did not purposely tel Liyang. Assembly was super boring. They tok abt pollution. After sch went to sasha's house to do geography report. I sunbian print my DNT things also XD. Sasha fixed lunch for me. It was yummy! Thy sasha! Meeting Shanette tmr. Supposed to be me only but Weiqi,Joey,Tracy,Xueying,Joy and Liyang want to meet her so they going also. So many people miss her larhx. I high chance nt going cause i noe if i go there no one wil take me as visible. So ya, maybe nt going.

2009-04-07T14:43:00.003+08:00

I'm doomed. I just can't understand why people see piercings as a very bad thing. They are like liveing in their small singapore. They have only the concept that only paikias will do piercings. Hello?! People in other country do piercings all over their body because they like it. They are like so open to piercings. Not like SINGAPORE. It sucks. People here take piercing as a very "BIG" thing. You have a piercing on your face and their concept is Paikia. People will like keep on looking at you as though you dun have eyes like that. Singaporeans concept of piercings just suck.

Morning, something "BIG" happened. I shall say out everything out here, every single thing. Tio caught by Miss Latha for socks. I knew that i'm dead. She want me and another girl from 2C to get a new pair of socks. And i did. Changed then went up and see her. Then she catch my lip somemore. She said" Remove everything from your mouth now" I that time only think of my lip. So i removed the lip stud. Then she say EVERYTHING. I forgot about my smiley then she want me to remove it infront of her. Walao. Smiley leah. I removing lip that time jeanne already behind looking. Not only jeanne. Almost ALL the prefects sitting behind Miss Latha looking. -.- I told Miss Latha that my smiley one very difficult to remove. Then she allow me to go to toilet and remove. Went back to see her agn. I am the only one running up and down the school hall man. Everyone was sitting in the school hall listening to sth. Went to see her then she catch my earstick-.- Then she say want to see my Mother?! Walan eh. Like that also need to see parents meh? It's very bo liao larhs. Sibei BOLIAO! First lesson maths-.- I had no idea why Taowei is so interested in maths. I'm thinking of something then i cried. I took out the paper that i was drawing yesterday and drew on the back. Miss Latha wanted me to throw away the piece of paper. WTH sia. I crushed the paper and threw it hard into the bin. I took out another piece and draw. She say" Qian yu i want to see you outside now". She ask me why i pierce. She say that she know that i am a good girl and i can be good. I know also. But i'm already good. She has the concept of me as a bad girl also. I went back and continued crying. And i realised something. I HATE YUYING. I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE DAYS IN MBS. I remembered my friends there are so freaking nice to me compared to yuying.

Joy came back to school after so many days. Did not see her for a long time. She got the LG ice cream phone. During art sasha was pissed off by mr duzl. Mr duzl keep on talking and gave us very little time to do the art. Everytime need to rush just to finish the art. After school went to looki for Miss Latha. She dunno say what want to talk to my parents sth lidat on the phone. I dun want to care larhs. Oh ya. MY SMILEY
CLOSED:)

I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I HATE YUYING. I SERIOUSLY HATE YUYING TO THE CORE.

2009-04-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging with my new phone that i got yesterday. Just came back from volleyball. My skills seriously suck to the core. Secondary 1 can serve overhand and i can't serve overhand. OMFG. It make me so sad when i think of it. Freaking sad. I NEED TO IMPROVE! And the best thing is i dunno how to improve. The sec 1 was like when you pierce lip one. One more worst. Ask me i chup where one. -.- Do i look like a paikia? Oh ya. Andandand i gave away my sweets XD. Gave 3 to sasha and 4 to liyang. I was standing outsie classroom after school as cynthia was asking me things abt the CME. I dunno that my left hand side was angeline. She damn freaking guailan larhx. Guess what she did. She opened a little of my bk and sasha caught her. She knew what was inside. If she's going to tell Miss Latha about it, i'm nt going to let her off. During Maths remedia ben say guo liang short. Then guoliang shout what serangoon thing one. His gang down there. Lol. Spare tyre nvr go volleyball. She pangseh larhx.

2009-04-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

Simeon asked me to do the quiz.

1.beside your lips,where is your favourite spotted to be kiss?
I dunno
2.how do you feel when you wake up this morning?
I wanna sleep longer
3.who was the last person you took photo with?
Can't remember. Too long nve take le.
4.would you considered yourself as spoiled?
I think so
5.would you ever donated blood?
If nessary
6.have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Er. I dunno
7.do you want someone dead?
Yes
8.what does your last text msg says?
Ya
9.what are you thinking right now?
About what happened ytd
10.do you wished someone to be with you right now?
Yes.
11.what is the time you go to bed last night?
11pm.
12.where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing right now?
I forgot.
13.is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.
14.who was the last person who text you?
Yuheng
10 humans to do this quiz.

1. Shanette
2. Everlyn
3. Simeon
4. Silvia
5. Kenneth
6. Wansze
7. Li hwan
8. Angela
9. Fion
10. Yiren

15.who is 2 having a relationship with?
No one.
16.is 3 a male or female?
Female
17.if 7 and 10 were together,would it be a good thing?
They dun even noe each other.
18.what is 1 studying about?
I dunno.
19.when was the last time you had a good chat with them?
Cant remember
20.is 4 single?
Yes
21.say something about 2.
She love PENGUINS totally
22.what do you think about 3 and 6 being together?
Lol. I'm sure they are not les.
23.describe 9.
Hyper.
24.what will you do if 6 and 7 fight?
Sure boh. They so good friends
25.do you like 8?
Of course.

Skipped volleyball cause my head is really painful. Think too much ytd. Today is Xinmin homecoming. I remembered my cousin and tyh ask me to go. I dun want larhs. Go for what. Go there emo mehs? Thursday i'm meeting shanette!! Omg. I miss her. Everytym when i'm with her there will be lot's of laughter. She's funny larh. Okay. I shall stay at home tmr. Dun feel like going out.

2009-04-04T13:15:00.006+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I've been thinking of damn much things yesterday. The incident that happened yesterday kept on replaying and replaying on my mind. Smsing yuheng ytd if he cn pon school on Monday. I really did't feel like going to school. He said tht he don't pon school on Monday's-.- He would only pon school on friday lorh. Friday end school damn early what for pon sia? I regretted going to yuying. It's the worst choice i've ever made. He ask me to transfer to Xinmin. Lol. If i go there i sure become Paikia one lorh. But at least i will have more friends there. My cousin's there to accompany me. My mom just won't allow me to change school. YUYING JUST SUCK TO THE CORE. I hate lots of people inside there. Except for a few. Entering yuying just teach me a lesson. Never judge a book by its cover. I really had no idea that my life would be like this. I'm blaming myself for being so stupid making this choice two years ago. I rather go to a Normal acadamic stream then going into yuying's express stream. I just dunno what's wrong with me. I had excellent attendence and not even a late for school last year. I hate yuying so much and i just can't find reasons not to go to school. I JUST WANNA LEAVE YUYING. THAT'S ALL I WANT.

I regretted so many things i've done. I'm trying to figure out why do people hate me. I just don't understand. What did i done to make people hate me so much. I wanted to change but people just don't give me a chance. And i've realised that i hate JOANNELIMZHONGEN ever since last year. She's snatched away two of my favourite gans. I regretted at the first place trying to forgive her. If i've not forgive her,everything would not happen. Now even Weiqi give me attitude. Fcuk yuying man. Everyone gimmie attitude. And recently i realised that my Piercings are giving people wrong view's of me. I've decided.

I AM CLOSING MY LIP AND SMILEY PIERCING. I AM NOT GOING TO PIERCE THIS TYPE OF THING AGN.
I HATE YUYING TO THE CORE. ESPECIALLY JOANNE LIM ZHONG EN.

2009-04-03T11:06:00.004+08:00

I'm back to blog abt what happen this few days. Damn lot of thing happened. Tio caught by Miss latha for lip stud agn-.- Her eyes so sharp larhs. Scary. Called tyh yesterday night to ask him if he want sweets annot. I want to quit. Left 7 dunno who to give. I am damn bloody shocked by his reply. He say he quit liaos. LOL?! He say tio caught one more time will be in deep trouble. So easy quit arhs. Then tell me what Saturday going to join Pasir ris 369. Sia larhs. Gangster siol. Still got what wanna put tatto on body. Paikia to the max. During PG theres one funny thing that made me laugh until like siao. What if your fren want's you to help them to shoplift a CD, how to say 'no' to them without breaking the friendship? Then Jian Xuan wrote "My grandmother is in the hospital now. I need to rush to the hospital to see her one last time". So funny larhs.

Now i'm actually not in the mood to blog. Just that my school have this werid arrangement for us to learn how to blog during PE lesson. Werid rite? Just now pissed with something that happened. I walked into the computer lab, i wanted to take the first seat. Then joey and i arrived at the seat at the same time. Nvm i let her. I walked to the second seat. The same thing happened but now its liyang. I dunn wanna let him cause if i continue letting i will have to seat at a place that Teacher can see the screen. Then he scold me what i got piercing then diasai meh. Eh i where got dai sia sia. I have no idea what is going to happen ltr. He sure will gimmie black face see one lorhs.

2009-03-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

I'm totally sick of my life. Sick of my attitude. Sick of the way i behave. Sick of my thinkings. Sick of what is happening to me. Sick of the way people treat me. Sick of no freedom. Sick of EVERYTHING. I find life meangless. It's like i'm living because i am born into this world. When i want to die i have the thinking that i should see what is going to happen tomorrow. Cause life is full of surprises. And mostly i hate the way people treat me. Can't they treat me better? Just no one know what am i thinking and what i really feel. I am trying to change. But i just could'nt. There's always something that stop me from changing. It's just one thing. I am mentally tired of everything that is happening to me.

I told tracy what joey wrote on her blog. Yea, I am the one that told tracy that. I just wanted tracy to know how much joey treasured the Sistership. But instead of that, she flare up. And i knew that things are going to get worse. It really did. Maths was damn difficult. Miss Latha gave us three questions and the three questions i all dunno how to do. During recess Alexandra , Xueying and Tracy teached me how to do the maths:) Thx! So many people never do D&T. Lol. Lazy to find pictures larhs. Art lesson Tracy gave out our new Ez-link card. OMFG. It was p6 picture and i suck in it. I WANT MY OLD EZ-LINK BACK LARH! After school Tracy wanted to talk to joey about what she wrote in her blog. Went to daryll's block and eat sweet. Xueying help tracy to tok to joey. Joey keep on crying sia. She took 30 minutes just to answer one question. Tracy was damn angry larhs. In the end all our time wasted by joey manx. Went back to school for NAPFA test at 2.40. Wesly wanted to meet me. Lol. My NAPFA score sucks larhs. I did damn badly. I failed my Standing board jump. The others i passed. I think. Tao wei so siao larhs. His Incline pull up-50, Sit up-62, Sit and reach- 50+, Shutter run 9 seconds and Standing boared jump Almost 3 meter there. Siao lorhs.

After NAPFA went to meet wesly with Xueying,Tracy, Liyang and alexandra. He sniffing glue. Lol. This is the first time that i know people sniff glue in the soft drink can. He is like damn bloody high larhs. Then later Mdm armit and Mr Woo arrived at the park for checks. Lol. They went to blocks and check also. Liyang wanted to buy drink so we followed him. Slacked outside the shop for a while then i asked wesley to come and meet us. He come awhile when he walk away tht time i recieved a sms from wei qi. Knn. I was boiling then i shouted "CB KNN. SIBEI GUAI LAN". I threw my phone on the table. Then Tracy and Xueying took my phone and see the sms. Xueying used Liyang phone and cor Weiqi to talk. Tracy cannot stand it then she asked weiqi where is she and joey. They still in school so we walked back to school. Agn Xueying settle. Joey was crying agn. Weiqi keep on saying this line "FORGIVE AND FORGET" she said it more than 20 times. Went home after that. I was thinking about sth and i suddenly realised that i disowned more than 10 gans. Now i left two gans. Maybe i disown all of them.

I really had no idea what i am going to do in life. Drop out of school? I really don't know. There's nothing leading me to which path i should go to. I'm like a balloon flying in the sky, not knowing where i'll fly to. I've fallen and there's no one to pick me up. I'm like a shooting star, not as pretty as it,bringing disaster to the place i land on and affect people there. I just need someone to really guide me, bring me to the place that i truely belong. To a place where there are no sadness, no worries and fright. That person is the one that holds the key to my heart. He shall open it when he realise the key in his hands. Right now, it's invisible to him and he dosen't know anything about it. I'll wait for that day to come. Hoping it will not be too late too late.

2009-03-30T20:34:00.010+08:00

So damn lot of thing happen today. Morning on the bus then liyang called me. Lol. I chuatio. Very little people will call me one. Then he ask me i got sweets annot-.- He will only talk abt this type of thing lorhs. He want 4 sweets-.- Reach school. Look at th time. Ohmygosh. It was 8.20am. I thought i was late. When i walk up the stairs there was not a single soul. This only comfirm one thing. I am late. But i was wrong. I reached the class and saw people in it! Omg. Haha. So shocked larhs. I'm not late:) Went to school hall and then liyang and daryll asked me for sticks. I tell them that i nid to give my fren 4 sticks then they agreed each of them take 3 sticks. Was toking to daryll then Ms Latha was asking people to sit down. Knn. Sibei suay sia. She saw my transparent earstick on my lip. Eh. I put TRANSPARENT one leahs! She asked me "Qian yu, what is that on your mouth?" I jitao push the earstick in. Daryll help me answer Miss Latha "Earstick larhs. She very bad girl." Lol?! Then sing finish National athem, take pladge and finsh school song. Attire check time. Walao. I dunno got attire check lorh. Miss Latha first one shoot me.

Miss Latha: "Qian yu, remove all your earsticks and the one in your mouth. Remove it now if not i will send you down. This type of piercing is least expected from you."

Of course remove larhs. I then dun want to go down and see Mdm armit. During recess Daryll took my whole packet of sweets and went away. Lol. I thought i'll never have it back. After recess some guailan people did something guailan. Bahadur wanted to borrow the book that was supposed to contain my box of sweets. I lend him lorhs. No sweet inside so nvm. Then later i dunno what happen Xueying asked me if the book on ridley hand was mine. So obvious larhs. Only I have the russian storybook in school. Then i shouted at dominc "Where is my book" he took from ridley and returned it to me. Then ridley reaction was like "yours arhs?" Wating outside classroom for ros to come and open the door that time i told Liyang that the whole packet of sweets was with Daryll. I noe only he can take it back for me cause his sweets also insideXD. In the classroom i told Liyang that Ridley took my book thing. I told him that i lent it to bahadur then bahadur lent it to dominc and so how it was in ridley's hand. Whoa. He immediately flare up. So fierce sia. He kicked the table and shouted the book very nice to see mehs? He had to go for Higher chinese so cannot settle. Lolol. Before he left he warned dominc " you better watch out". So fierce seh.

During science cher return us the common test paper that we took recently. OMFG! I PASSED MY SCIENCE PAPER FOR THE FIRST TIME! I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT! LOL! The first science paper that i ever passed. Haha! English was boring. Cher wanted us to write a 200 word newspaper report. I could not believe that i wrote 329 words. Lol. Tracy helped me push the damn 1.6 mm stud in. Everyone in the toilet was looking at me cause i screamed. LOL. The feeling is like repiercing the lip lorhs. Painful sia. Liyang was asking people for lighter. Lol. He could not resist the temptation of the sweet. Haha. I told him to go to science lab to borrow bursen burner to light up the sweet XD. After school was supposed to go to ICT. Then sasha dun want to go i also dun want to go lorhs. Sasha pangseh me sia! Nvm-.- She forever pangseh me one. Took bus 25 and went to AMK with Xueying, Tracy and Liyang. Went to Xueying's fren house and watched horror movie. The show damn disgusting larhs. Named Hellworld. Got some scenes small kid cannot watch one. XD. Watch halfway tracy and liyang hungry so go and eat Macdonald. Eat finish then continue watching Hellworld. I realised that Tracy and Xueying did not talk to Joey and Wei qi. I asked tracy y. She told me that Joey give her attitude and 'gin' her . Lol. Sisters dun break up kays. Its just a small misunderstanding. I dun wanna c another sister's quarrel cause i am still living in the phobia about what happened last time. So you guys are sisters. Stand united as one. About 5 lidat went home.

There's 5I gathering this friday at MBS. Anyone?

2009-03-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

Actually today want to go and see my touchphone. But too lazy to go out so never go and c lorhs. Afternoon my aunt's friend came to my house to see the 古筝. Mom wanted to sell it cause my bro dosen't want to learn it anymore. Blame it on the MBS 古筝老师. He never teach those that are going to graduate. He only teach those that are going to compete in the SYF. Morning mom went to Ubi Ave 1 to buy some things. She passed by the old mbs building. She told me that mbs will no longer have a Buddha hall. The beat thing of MBS is the very shiny Buddha hall and now they dun want it-.- Such a waste. Mom also told me that the classrooms would be bigger. Thats good. More spaces to run. Lolol. The field will shared between two schools, Manjustri and MBS. How to share sia? Dunno them larhs.

Was talking to Didi , Wesly and simeon on msn. Then simeon dunno what happen left all the convo.
Then didi type PERFECT ENGILSH. Yup. PERFECT ENGLISH. He said it. Then tok to wesly abt sweets. He want to come to my school tmr and take sweet frm me. Lol. He say i dunno how to tarik then waste sweets. -.- He want me give him all my sweets. No way man! I tell him i give him 4 sticks. HAHA.

Tmr still have volleyball. Sian larhs. Cannot pon. If i contine not going to volleyball, i will suck at volleyball.

2009-03-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

Bored. -.- I wanna go out tomorrow larhs. Simeon cannot go out then make me also cannot go out. I wanna eat sweets. No one pei wo leahs. Tomorrow maybe have tution. Make up tution cause i go speech day. Stayed at home the whole day and rotted. I getting my Pink touchphone soon! XD My uncle said that he will get any phone i want for me:) So good larhs. I skipped volleyball today. Feel like sleeping a while more so i decided to pon. Natasha wanted to go back to MBS on monday so monday not going to volleyball also. If i carry on like this, My volleyball skill will suck. Then one day i lose to secondary one i will lose all my face manx.

I nid to force the 1.6 mm lip stud in when i get it. Oh shit. I dunno how am i going to do it. My lip hole is the size of my earstick and its so small. Walao. I will seriously get super high. I feel like getting another lip piercing maybe the middle. And maybe tongue :X I remembered tellling didi that i won't pierce tonge. Below is the convo.

KENzxczx- : Smiley lips soon tongue
KENzxczx- : Luzlxcs
Qian Yu Yuzuki : no no
Qian Yu Yuzuki : tongue too many veins i scared
KENzxczx- : Yah
KENzxczx- : then later
KENzxczx- : suddenly
KENzxczx- : ur tongue
KENzxczx- : got stud
KENzxczx- : -.-
Qian Yu Yuzuki : won't
Qian Yu Yuzuki : aku scared kena infection
KENzxczx- : u wont care one lah
KENzxczx- : later u will pierce one
KENzxczx- : :D

Shit. If i pierce then tht means he guess correctly. How? Mr ong tell me dun pierce. He say its ugly. He said this"u MIGHT think its cute now. but its not. trust me haha." So how? Should i pierce?

2009-03-27T12:36:00.001+08:00

Digusting siol.

Today 10.10 am end school. But got speech day sian larhs. After school bring my chair to school hall for speech day. Tracy,Xue ying, Liyang, Sasha, Daryll and daryll two frens want to buy sweets. I want to buy also so follow them lorhs. Then me and sasha wait for daryll friend very long then sasha abit pek chek say she want to go home and change and buy sweet. She can buy siol. The auntie sell to her sia. Buy liaoz take bus go Xue ying house there and find Tracy,Xue ying and Liyang. They at th block eating sweets.Sasha eat halfway then Liyang dunno what happen go and take frm sasha and pass it to me. Lol. I take one mouth then liyang say i dunno how to tarik. -.- Of coz i dunno larhs. No one teach me how i noe. Went to Xue ying's house and cut the book sasha gave me. Haha. I got a very powerfull book. Lollol. Put my sweet box inside. One thing missing. The lighter!! I haven buy yet larhs. Then i found out that i lost my lipstud. Knn siol.-.-

Took bus to back to school. Sasha walked to kovan to take train to go to her friend house. Walao the school really make the speech day like a super important event lidat. 3 hours sit there listen to talks and watch performance. Toopid sia. They dun want to release us after everything. They say got refreshments. One packet of milo-.- Not cold somemore. Lousy school. Teachers tell us to immediately leave the school cause canteen got refreshments for the VIP and parents. Chinese orchestra very poor thing sia. They have to entertain people eating food. Left the school then went to find daryll and liyang. Went to kovan and eat. After eating actually daryll and liyang want to play basketball at kovan cc one. But something hillarious happened. Got alot of people practising "taiji" at the court. Haha. They daryll down there lanlan. Tracy and Xueying went home then daryll and liyang go to another basketball court to play basketball. I went home.

2009-03-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

Damn sian larhs. Tmr got speech day need to go. Sian larhs. Just now i just knew a fact that is super digusting. Joannelimzhongen is fion's gan lover. Walao eh! Wth larhs. I feel damn disgusted. In school boring larhs. Teacher tok i listen lorhs. Forgot to do geography homework. Oops. During music lesson cher bring us to library to watch movie. Then angela tracy and liyang down there saying joanne ytd wear blue colour bra. LOL. So funny larhs. Geography cher make us copy so many notes larhs. School end at 2.20pm. That was the latest time i ever had in my life. Screw tht principle.

I pierce lip only and people keep on saying i paikia. Simeon and didi keep on saying sia.
Note to everyone especially kenneth.
I AM NOT PAIKIA.
AKU IS 100% GUAI KIA!!

2009-03-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

Walao. Liyang and daryll finish my chill larhs!!! Is daryll first one lorhs. Daryll saw it in liyang's bag then he took and eat. Stupid. They finish they whole thing larhs. Knn. When i walk into the class then people was looking at me with strange eyes. They like nvr c people pierce lips b4. During geography lesson was the best thing man. I no nid to hide stud cause cher won't catch. I think my geog cher last tym also paikia. I think only. He got three piercings on ear. I think he got lot more piercings. Maybe he closed it? Dunno. Got maths homework. Sian larhs.

2009-03-24T17:15:00.001+08:00

Pierced my lip and smiley!! XD I want to eat sweet larhs. Have 10 sticks with liyang. Went to Alexandra's house to pierce my lip. Actually just want to pierce lip. But suddenly change mind so pierce smiley also lorhs. Pierce liao Alexandra go buy sweet. Tht lady sell to her sia. She always go there and buy. I pay $5 sia. No money now liaos. NEXT CHILL!! WHAHAHAHA. I damn miss it sia. Cannot eat cause lip swollen. Abit larhs. Liyang cut hair then i take out my lipstud. The blood like FOC lidat. Keep on flowing non-stop. I lost alot of blood. Damn it. So scary. Liyang sae if i pierce tongue then tmr if i c ridley buay guay gian he help me settle. LOL?! He want me go home cannot eat izzit? People look at me with those eyes that they look at a paikia. Hello?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I AM NOT A PAIKIA kays. I so good girl(like real).

My mom did not noe that i pierced lips. In fact, she did not suspect anything. So cool. Haha. Hope tmr go to school no cher will see. If miss latha noe then i will die sia. And my mentor chilll!! Going to get it frm liyang tmr. I suddenly remembered about alexandra's book. Whao tht book power to the max sia. She cut the middle of the book into the shape of the sweet then put her box of sweets inside. Power sia. She so clever lorhs. Kay i shall end here XD.

2009-03-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

Just came back from volleyball training. I've improved! Even Mr woo says that. Maybe it's because i'm training with secondary 1. They need to learn more things and buck up their skills. The worst thing is i cannot serve overhand. Damn it. The secondary 1 can serve over hand! OMG. Diu lian! Nvm. I promise myself to attend morning PT. To build up muscles so that i can serve over hand.

Went to see doctor for my backbone in the morning. Hahas. I remember that time i went to dental also went school late. So good lorhs. Everyday can be like this then life will be so much fun. Reached schoool around 1130. Looked for Mdm armit in her office. I told her i was late. Then her reaction was like "The security guard let you in like this arhs?" I told her the reason then she asked me go for lessons. It was chinese then i suddenly remembered that i got chinese spelling! -.- Failed it. All dunno how to write.

I am totally not happy with the seats Miss latha gave. Beside rubbish picker. Infront of dominc. Behind yong jie. All A&D one. Knn.Cb. They so noisy lorhs. But i think i will pay attention cause my seat is near to the board and teachers table. I really have no idea how am i going to survive with this new timetable. The stupid principle lorhs! Knn. What 45 minute lesson. So long and tiring. Two lessons will be 1HOUR AND 30 MINUTES!! Can you imagine studying the same subject for 1hr and 30 min? I will be bored to death. Andandand, THERE'S MATHS EVERYDAY! Yes EVERYDAY! I wanna die.

Theres something you should know.
A7X! AVENGED SEVENFOLD ROCKS!!
I fell in love with the song Seize the day.
XD